Let Go

All alone thinking back to the good old days Before I gave my life away to the trades Back when I would fill the page full of rage Praying to god lift me up from the fucking haze I would skate everyday Take my mind off pain Started smoking weed In hopes to remain sane Demons inside Becoming hard to tame How do I fight back Can't stay in my own lane Looking to the left Looking to the right Fighting a war but there's Nobody by my side Attack my heart Piercing it with a knife At the cross road Look the devils in the eyes Asking me Have you found what you want in life You want it all? Here's a pen don't think twice Sign away your soul I promise you the best life Come to think of it I just might Howling at the moon I'm feeling like a bad wolf Look into my eyes Poker face I'm never gunna fold Last little bit of chakra To stay a float Nine tail rasengan To power up this fucking boat Minds clouded The boys see i begin to pace Allergic I begin to drink it anyways So numb Cant even begin to taste Everytime you cross the mind Heart begins to fucking race I just Cannot let go Should I stay here Should I disappear I just cannot let go Do you need me Is there still love there Can't believe it Im faded Walking around Stumbling feeling hazy From the night before It doesnt faze me Telling me seek help That shit won't tame me Walking ghost The public can't see me Trapped in a bubble Afraid to be the real me 2020 Starting to see clearly Have To be cut for the table To be near me Ill admit it you left me Ill admit That You didn't have the best me Ill admit that your on my mind every night But I'm grinding every day Making plays to better me Crazy how shit can change so fast Having issues I be stuck in the past Laugh it off good days never last holding a smile up even that can be a task Been having visions lately Waking up in the night Has drove me crazy Sold my soul to the one who pays me You wonder why I come home feeling lazy Coming harder now Than ever before Better believe every track I spilled blood on the floor Never again gunna f*ck with a whore Lone wolf Single track mind Or get out the door I just Cannot let go Should I stay here Should I disappear I just cannot let go Do you need me Is there still love there