afraid to die

I don't think that i wanna die I think i'm just scared to be alive In that moment i realize I'm terrified I don't think that i wanna die But it's been so long since i've cried And all my feelings have moved to my mind And they've capsized Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me Have i become my sadness Has it become my truth When you become your sadness What do you do I say that i'm doing fine And there's some truth behind the lie I think the feelings too hard to define So i'm terrified Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me Have i become my sadness Has it become my truth When you become your sadness What do you do I really can't do this on my own But i can't bring you down this road i'm on You would be better all alone The dark is not where you belong Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you Fake motherfuckers always say that they miss you