what i need

I've Wasted my time Correction I've realized That it's on me to be clear to you To tell you how I'm feeling And you You're gonna know what I need from you In hopes that I can still meet you too I need to know I can feed you too Or not Just need to clear my conscious Seems like misunderstanding Maybe you didn't know where I was standing It turned out to be so demanding You didn't know what you had to handle My fault Now my insides throwing tantrums My demons here and they riding tandem My ups and downs hit me at random My heart strings holding me for ransom I fold It could've been avoided I know I should've voiced it Energy can be so voiceless Still learning to line up my choices How could you believe me If you can't hear the way I'm speaking So let me show you the way I see things And when we on the same page is when I'm peaking My god I've Wasted my time Correction I've realized That it's on me to be clear to you To tell you how I'm feeling And you You're gonna know what I need from you In hopes that I can still meet you too I need to know I can feed you too Or not Just need to clear my conscious