Who I Am

Let me tell you who I am, I'm a lover, I'm a fan I'm a fighter, I withstand, I'm a killer, I'm a man I am human, I am not an illusion I am not for your use, I am not your excuse I've been abused, mistreated, unheard, not defeated Wish memory deleted so I could shed these scars, move on Breath anew, give love, carry through Why's it gotta be so hard, God?! Dear killer, how could you remove the child, the soul of a man? If I could put my hands on you don't know what I would do Filled with hate, forget the shame I'd kill to live, remove your face Know where you live, I could pounce, did you care a fucking ounce? I doubt it You made my days cloudy, you made me grip addictions How do you forget afflictions? How did you do it and live with Abusing your power for interest? I've been on this ledge I was inches Away from killing the only witness alive but here is I Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you how I feel, let me see what is real If I take off the mask will they point will they laugh? I've been bad, not a saint, heart is black, not paint Have to air out the grief, I want to live want to breath Please please please please listen to me, these these these walls are talking back and I can't cope Till the doctors intervened therapy relieved morose Reside in the same home different view, I make the most of days I toast to those I know have pain and hope they grow, alone I think of you Dear killer, how you been? Need a hug, need a hand? How's the family, are you happy? Are you guilty, did you do it? Are you clueless to the pain? The shit you put me through, everything? All of it, what was it for? Did you do it? Answer more. I could take action this minute Theres more satisfaction in the ticking The clock, never stops and neither do I I want to forgive and I want you to die I look in the mirror and see you sometimes And inside those moments I see what you hide You did what you did because pain was inside But a piece of you doesn't have credence to ever define Let me tell you who I am (me) Let me tell you who I am (me) Let me tell you who I am (me) Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am Let me tell you who I am