Disappear

I'm so gone with the riptide One day I'm gon fly up in the sky With all this money in the air Make it rain down and watch my fears disappear I'm so gone on the inside One day I'm gon swallow my pride With all these bottles in the air Make me so numb and then my thoughts disappear On a mission I never hear the bitching I'm in my own lane I'm paving way I need real estate I need Heaven's Gate right at my feet Boy I'm geeked and I'm gone I don't think that I could do no harm That's what I say we can get down any day No, don't play I feel I do this everyday I pray and pray and pass the wood exactly as I should Cause I don't need a nudge to get exactly what I want So why you think I do this shit for fun? I don't give a f*ck I'm so gone with the riptide One day I'm gon fly up in the sky With all this money in the air Make it rain down and watch my fears disappear I'm so gone on the inside One day I'm gon swallow my pride With all these bottles in the air Make me so numb and then my thoughts disappear Get it, get it, get it Gotta push, I'm gettin after it Better come correct or I'll be the asterisk Don't call my self a rapper But lately I been trashin shit Grindin all these flows, Thrasher in this bitch Ima master I'll be rich Alienated like I'm stitch This my girl, my lil Lilo Hiding me like a kilo I'm so special and she know She don't know how to let go My music crack, it's fentanyl I get it off like Pablo Got her comin back pronto I'm so gone with the riptide One day I'm gon fly up in the sky With all this money in the air Make it rain down and watch my fears disappear I'm so gone on the inside One day I'm gon swallow my pride With all these bottles in the air Make me so numb and then my thoughts disappear