I Can't Feel the Sky

Nicotine startin' to make sense to me cause' Dopamine comes in dime a dozen, oh if Listerine could wash out all the words from my mouth I'd be a fiend, throwin' checks at CVS I wish my homies knew I thought About my end on a daily But they don't know me If they did Bet they'd think I was Crazy You watch the days go by They start to fly And you wonder why you left You wonder why you even try You wonder why You ain't felt the sky You watch the days go by Right by your eyes And you don't got many left You wonder why you even try You wonder why You ain't felt the sky Wait a sec' I spent a year dissociating I can't get it back And the way I fiend for the stage again If I could get a little closure it'd be in the past (F*ck that f*ck that) And so I'm dialed into my phone screen, no sleep And I wonder why my friends hate me Out my window are the same old things, routines And I wonder why I still daydream If it was simple then it wouldn't be the same Cause I've been hiding my room to get away I use a lot of different things to numb the pain So I've been looking out my window every day You watch the days go by They start to fly And you wonder why you left You wonder why you even try You wonder why You ain't felt the sky You watch the days go by Right by your eyes And you don't got many left You wonder why you even try You wonder why You ain't felt the sky