A Feeling

There's something 'bout a feeling Like a beat that keep me breathing All my life, I've been looking for something to fill my heart Pay the price, like I'm walking through nothing and can restart anytime Man I'll tell you, that's the furthest from the truth Live too fast, don't know what you consume We give our life, it ends up being abused Pick your head up, see where you've improved Face emotions, do not run away Wasting time will only make them stay I'm sobering up cuz I'm feeling inferior Everyday happiness come from material That ain't the way it should be Even with all I've received Still with my blessings, I bleed Cannot be perfect with three SBS will not agree What's the matter? Man I feel attacked The factor that I'm shattered Send me falling faster Thinking I cannot do it Stupid of me to assume it Lucidity helped me through it Everything is cycles All your favorite idols Run in spirals Cuz they lack the vitals Fake disciples Check out my title From the Bible Through recitals I'm gon' point out the spiteful Yeah There's something 'bout a feeling Like a beat that keep me breathing All my life, I've been looking for something to fill my heart Pay the price, like I'm walking through nothing and can restart anytime Man I'll tell you, that's the furthest from the truth Live too fast, don't know what you consume We give our life, it ends up being abused Pick your head up, see where you've improved Brokenness I'm finding hopelessness I look at myself, I don't see a purpose When I'm taking drugs, I've been feeling worthless Everything I do is just for Jacob And I'm running out of reasons I should wake up I'm gon' need something to live for, that isn't myself And not from this world To give me direction Yeah Went through my feelings today Cycles remaining, they waste time Finally broke em' away Phase shift to escape this Situation On the basis He can face it Wait Reap what sow and I overtake it Keep my mind fresh, not intoxicated Staying untainted Everything is off if I'm getting faded But How I'm persuaded when I get invaded Hard to keep working when others vacation It's endorphins just for a second Sin heavy, can't float to heaven God helps me but I'm feeling threatened He takes demons that I've been protecting So I'm incomplete Not feeling free I wanna be high Or to feel a buzz every day Constantly feast Always a treat Not what I need I'm taking what my body is craving I'll take a seat My body's weak Worked all the week, why? Cuz I had a profit to make Spend the money Paid for the peace Cycles repeat Now I'm looking for some gratification Slavery To paper chasing Now I'm going crazy I get impatient World is getting shady It's cuz of satan Feeling like a baby I'm irritated Yeah When I'm like this my stomach is my god Focused on Earth, enemy of the cross I accept Jesus, He's changing my thoughts Say what I feel Don't expect an applause Yeah Don't expect an applause Well There's something 'bout a feeling Like a beat that keep me breathing All my life, I've been looking for something to fill my heart Pay the price, like I'm walking through nothing and can restart anytime Man I'll tell you, that's the furthest from the truth Live too fast, don't know what you consume We give our life, it ends up being abused Pick your head up, see where you've improved