Counterfeit Love

Can you hit my phone one more time lady? Crave a little love cuz I've got none lately I decide to be alone, it didn't work out baby Now I'm on my own, hope my phone vibrates I don't know what you did to my brain Because I can't explain the sensation Something 'bout you fascinating Make me feel invincible, you're my sedation These here emotions are relatable Our minds gravitational Eyes inspirational I could open up my wings and fly with you, baby girl When life unsustainable Earth kinda flammable Leave behind your body for the light, it's non-degradable And I can tell you, loves' Been engraved in us From the beginning but sinning can make it hard to trust Once you feel it once Never get enough I'm disregarding the part of me that's keeping god above The lies come and kill it all Cry cuz I'm feeling small Thought the outercourse would bring a high, now I see the fault I just wanted love but got enticed by the devil's stall If I look in her eyes and don't see Christ, I'ma surely fall Cuz Holy Spirit Think I hit my limit Didn't live deliberately cuz I'm a bigot Now I do admit it, I've been too illicit Thinking lust can bring love but there's no fulfillment And I recall When I was a small little kid I'd crawl to the dolls And I'd have a ball Think when I get tall I'll have a girl like this? All the curves infatuated me and now I can't resist Found her naked on the floor, I cloth her up and then I dip I'm hoping no one saw me Holding barbie Cuz I don't wanna be naughty But that taught me Acting properly Is part of my homily God is a part of me Even unconsciously Since a kid, I've been supporting the anomaly Man, back when It wasn't too hard to be righteous Nowadays, I sit in silence excessively stressed By complex obsessions that keep me strapped to vices Counterfeit love costing prices But real loves fruit gets handed to me I'm hesitant cuz I never watered the tree How could something free accomplish all of my needs? I've been reaping what I sow, but have I been sowing greed? Absolutely Please excuse me Focusing on what I want but now I realize all my needs have beauty You really knew me I love you truly It's a little difficult for me to give up on my ways unruly But it's cuz I got the option And free will is in my conscience I could walk away, then come running back for adoption The world is getting toxic But your love is super cosmic People break the hearts of other people cuz were fallen Love is when you give Lust is when you take Have you ever loved a girl so much you thought it could be fate? Have your actions ever been determined by a couple snakes? Knowledge of the nakedness within my mind get in the way Asking god to cover me bloodily, sacrificially recover me Life full of suffering turned to infinite discovery I was afraid That I would never get saved And every day I'd disobey So I can have it my way Like Can you hit my phone one more time lady? Crave a little love cuz I've got none lately I decide to be alone, it didn't work out baby Now I'm on my own, hope my phone vibrates I don't know what you did to my brain Because I can't explain the sensation Something 'bout you fascinating Make me feel invincible, you're my sedation These here emotions are relatable