Help Yourself

Killing myself Ain't nobody stopping me Till they notice I'm gone Feeling my health Mentally, physically wither away Till I'm torn How can you help? Why don't you start by helping yourself? I feel like I'm bound by People who rely on me Picking and choosing My own highs We don't ever tell anybody our deepest secrets So here Yeah I been feeling like people around me Ain't understanding my shit Yeah When you go on your own path Do you love yourself? Then don't look back But if you don't Then you've been lacking In your tracks I can't Help you there Reminisce until you find your despair Compare but don't stare Scanning your faults When you know you were scared So where did you find You were losing yourself? Was it based on your wealth? Did you live in a shell? Did you really hit the lowest? Or are you just unfocused? Don't assume you're broken yet I've been feeling so trapped and tethered down Can't wait till I'm free On the lowest lows, you know I suppose The big issue is that I'm beat I don't give a f*ck about it Cuz pretty soon I'll beat it With a smile upon my face And all these other bitches won't help to listen Foreclose their ass like a lease Yeah Don't you forget You'll never see the bigger picture Blind as a bat You won't ever feel no richer Fined out of flesh Who you impressing? No one here is possessed Try to confess God, I feel blessed Knowing that you're always here to Tend my depressed State of mind, I find I'm rarely Tied to my stress Where is the shoulder which I cry On request? Time will contest Killing myself Ain't nobody stopping me Till they notice I'm gone Feeling my health Mentally, physically wither away Till I'm torn How can you help? Why don't you start by helping yourself? I feel like I'm bound by People who rely on me Picking and choosing My own highs We don't ever tell anybody our deepest secrets So here Yeah I been feeling like people around me Ain't understanding my shit Yeah I'm absorbing my foolish life To then play it back And I'll give advice When I struggle good It should fuel the fire My inner light No sweat Don't forget I made this choice when I saw the cassette No threat Novelette Flipping through chapters like flipping omelets Ohh it takes me back all the way to the time When the clock would tick slower And I'd feel divine Why'd it ever go unnoticed Now the world's the coldest Don't deny what underlies I've been getting my energy from my enemies And conflict yeah Turning out to be something I can see Take in light that omits yeah Use the shine to apply, combine Your life refined No concubine Should undermine Hide dollar signs And you'll be alright Why are you staying? Just the pussy's tight Bitch so cold, she gave you frostbite Fornicate So you put a weight On your current state No coordinating your mind You will find you were better off blind Lust got no trust if you're rushed Then you lie I don't give a f*ck, talk till the sun down No stress, no doubt girl you know what we found I'm killing myself Ain't nobody stopping me Till they notice I'm gone Feeling my health Mentally, physically wither away Till I'm torn How can you help? Why don't you start by helping yourself? I feel like I'm bound by People who rely on me Picking and choosing My own highs