Hopeful

Rest in peace to my feelings, they been dead, you don’t know about it though Sell Supreme, make some profit, you don’t know I bought it though Purchase all this music shit you don’t know what it costs to cop it though You call me capital, laughing ‘cause you’re the one that will decease I will decrease you put your songs where they belong in catacombs I’ve been very down I cannot say that I have been kinda low I see your chain, I see your grill, I think you should get out of those I gotta fight the demons in my head, like, right now, gotta go I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again This is taking way too long Way too long This is taking way too long Way too long You ever have those days where you just draw a blank? It’s almost like my brain died I have troubles hitting the target because I aim high Don’t wanna talk shit, so let me be on the safe side I’ll put it this way, you’re ranked low and I’m ranked high Yeah, my mood fluctuates, I Put my finger on the trigger, after, it’s too fuckin’ late I wake up, take a piss, procrastinate, it’s just another day This shit is way too easy I can see, now, why these suckers hate I do this shit all from my bedroom Mind your space bitch, please give me headroom If you don’t feel a thing, then just know this: It is all mental It is like you’re trapped in a kennel Don’t see color, only black and white, like panda You hear what I say? ‘Cause what I say is fragile I’ll always give you more, not less, like it’s Mackle I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again This is taking way too long Way too long This is taking way too long Way too long And I understand it’s not fair to you, if you ever question The love I have, then go listen to Swear to You Careful, you might just trip and fall, well look at that Now she is the one that will love and care for you I can do it anyway I like Say I might, talk shit and then maybe I’ll make you pay the price I believe in myself, so, I don’t need to pray at night I can be a dick and jerk around like you, late at night Life is a fuckin’ blessing Sometimes I wonder if this place is just a testing Your excuse is that you are resting Ask yourself: what am I collecting? You hate on my dreams, why the hell you protesting? You’re letting it happen, you’re really upsetting I wish you could see life how I see it You would see beauty, my man, I’m not messing I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again I understand that I Have to be strong in order to feel again This is taking way too long Way too long This is taking way too long Way too long