Safe

I'm not who I am, I'm not who I wanna be Wish I could ask, somebody to comfort me Went really dark in my last fuckin' EP But they went on and made fun of me And I don't get anybody who is talking but don't wanna listen I do this to help me don't do it to fit in I know one day, when you're older, you will get it And I will look back and I'll say that I did it I had conquered all of my fears In a time when I was scared of my peers And I will look back, and I will attack The guy who would call you my dear Everybody makes mistakes But nobody wants to own up to 'em, that's the problem And you think that things will change in your life But not when you don't have the courage to go out and try to solve 'em I don't wanna go outside, no I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna I am safe in here I'm always safe in here I'm starting to care what other people think about me It has been a minute since there hasn't been a ring around me All that I've been focusing on is who is linking on me And I notice all of the people who have been kicking on me, so Don't expect anything when I blow up Don't even come to my shows, no don't show up Oh no, own up, bros don't know us And don't expect me to wave when you come roll up Hold up, I have earned everything that I have You better remember that line when I pass Let's be real, since I was 14 I have known my path, go define that Some call it stupid, I call it being real My only problem in this world is that Everything I do, I cannot feel I don't wanna go outside, no I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna I am safe in here I'm always safe in here I think I should face my fears While we are laying here Okay my dear? I think I should make it clear I think I should face my fears While we are laying here Okay my dear? I think I should make it- wait I been at it real strong, why should I end it all I looked back on the messages, I have read 'em all And I realized that you never deserved me, never asserting Don't ever try to tell me that I let it fall And since all that, I been messed up Every emotion I'm masking And whatever happens, girl I just want you to know that I hope that you're happy, so I don't wanna go outside, no I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna I am safe in here I'm always safe in here I don't wanna go outside, no I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna I am safe in here I'm always safe in here