DARK REFLECTIONS

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah uh, yeah uh, yeah uh, yeah uh I been fighting all my demons by my lonely this a cry for help So many problems that I had to face but I was by myself I was in and out of people's lives I wish I never left Sometimes I feel just like the toy without a squeaker on a shelf I got into my feelings on one song then it became a habit Lost my closest people and I really don't know how it happened I became a person that had lost all hope I wish I hadn't Lost my personality my demons really caught me lacking I really couldn't battle my depression so I gave it up The thoughts I used to have keep coming back I wanna leave this earth Remember all the memories we made but thinking bout em hurts I've felt so empty deep inside for way to long it's like a curse I lost my brother to a bullet and another one to drugs But I still try smoke my pain away but still it's not enough I'm facing all these changes but I keep my pride and dedication I pray that God will take this pain away and take me out these phases I know that I still got you by my side without your love I would've died And you can take that any way you want but you kept me alive I know I'm not greatest friend to you but I still have to try And we been through so many trials but in the end you saved my life These dark days, keep finding me I try to see, what I can be And I've been, fighting all these demons They won't leave my head, til I'm laid to rest I been walking down that dark road with no sign of seeing light I feel my demons breaking through inside my head I lost the fight My lyrics always had a way to make my therapist the mic And I won't lie to you sometimes I start recording as I cry But I been staying up and staying strong they'll never take me out Cause I got people that can help me through my trials and hold me down When I start swimming in emotions she makes sure that I don't drown And I can't ever give it up because bound to get the crown My mind is steady in a battle that I'm hoping I don't lose I wish my brothers were still here and I just wish they only knew How far I made it in this industry they couldn't see me through I got these dark reflections steady in my head but this ain't new These dark days, keep finding me I try to see, what I can be And I've been, fighting all these demons They won't leave my head, til I'm laid to rest These dark days, keep finding me I try to see, what I can be And I've been, fighting all these demons They won't leave my head, til I'm laid to rest