Drug Abuse

I got this pain in my chest and it ain't gon' go away I guess I popped a couple Percocets and hoped it wouldn't stay If I ain't had a studio then I guess I would lose my brain But everybody tryna leak out all my music for the fame My brother always told me I could make it off a loss I been running up these millions blink your eyes now I'm the boss They telling me keep going but don't know how much it costs I been deep inside my head you see my eyes there's not a thought I lost my brother now my whole goal is to make him proud I wanna rap this song on stage so I can move the crowd They got me rolling off a bean and I guess I'm down and out I fell so deep inside this hole no one to help me out Running in this race called life and everybody tryna figure out if they can fight If you out there in the streets then you can lose your life That's why I'm out there tryna run it up to take me in flight You see I really lost a lot but they gon' try to make it little I got so much up in my head that's why the songs get mental You talk about my brother that's gon' be a quick dismissal I don't play about my family pop the opps just like a pimp I got this pain in my chest and it ain't gon' go away I guess I popped a couple Percocets and hoped it wouldn't stay If I ain't had a studio then I guess I would lose my brain But everybody tryna leak out all my music for the fame My brother always told me I can make it off a loss I been running up these millions blink your eyes now I'm the boss They telling me keep going but don't know how much it cost I been deep inside my head you see my eyes there's not a thought I popped a Perc I popped a blue no ain't nobody got a clue I had to rock up with that chopper Kay do this shit for you Then you told me I was wrong I swear to god that shit hurt me Got me drinking a whole bottle of this crown I'm like a fein Drug abuse ain't gon' do that shit for you I'm popping different pills I think I'm wearing Jimmy Choo Hallucinated situations this ain't nothing new I been crying out for help but ain't nobody know the truth