In A Rage

(I said that I'm okay then I be lyin) (But I swear that I've been trying) (They don't see that I'm crying) (All I needed was just one friend) (Lost in a rage, lost in a rage) (Bleeding from the pain) (I've been asking God if I'ma really be okay) (I just need someone to wipe the tears up on my face) If I said that I'm okay then I'd be lying I'm a soldier in this life but I've been crying Performing on a stage I'm so excited I know I made this song for you, but no I didn't write it One, two, three steps I'm right back here now I had to take a little time away I flew down south I've been looking for this peace for so long but I can't seem to find it I had to ask my uncle why my family looked so divided Going girl to girl to try to find the love my mother never gave me I had to get back on my knees I'm asking God to save me The lust that really made my system corrupt See I was looking for the love and then it got me so stuck Now see my inspiration shining, a youngin' really grinding Waking up at 3AM to hits, that's perfect timing Inside there's a fountain, but outside I've been smiling I been poppin' different, just my brodie told me that I'm wildin Lost in a rage (lost in a rage) Bleeding from the pain I've been asking God if I'ma really be okay I just need someone to wipe the tears up on my face I just want a couple mil with brodie that's okay I'm scared to go outside I been running Said I been trapped inside my room it's like a dungeon They offered me a couple Ms but I don't want it Cause if it ain't about my brother's I ain't gunnin (I'm scared to go outside I been running) (Said I been trapped inside my room it's like a dungeon) (They offered me a couple Ms but I don't want it) (Cause if it ain't about my brother's I ain't gunnin) (Youngen) (Yea dawg)