Long Journey

Wake up in the morning, smoke a blunt and pop a perc, then I'm good No, I ain't really good Everybody seein' that I'm hurt, but I'm just tryna keep it hood No, I ain't really good And I tried to stay sober But it had me turnin' over I've been askin' God, please cure me of this weak disease I can't go out like that now, I know that ain't lookin' up to me I was tryna stay sober, but I almost crashed out And that shit cost me the girl of my dreams without a doubt Like, why did I go have to drink a bottle of Crown I got so fucked up out my mind, now you ain't hearin' me out You told me I ain't check up on you, but I really wanted to But I was fucked up out my mind if I could tell the truth I've been broken and lonely since I lost you I couldn't even tell brodie that I lost you See, my heart, it's been achin' for so long I say, everybody's tryna find them a brand new way We on a long road, the long journey straight to the riches I know they lookin' for money, why I ain't trustin' these bitches Wake up in the morning, smoke a blunt and pop a perc, then I'm good No, I ain't really good Everybody seein' that I'm hurt, but I'm just tryna keep it hood No, I ain't really good And I tried to stay sober But it had me turnin' over I've been askin' God, please cure me of this weak disease I can't go out like that now, I know that ain't lookin' up to me They told me I would make it, I just gotta make it work My heart ain't in my chest, it's like I wear it on a shirt It's like the game was built just for a youngin' to get hurt I feel like I'm not alive and should be ridin' in a hearse Now it's time to run it up, cause it's a bag for my twin No, we won't let him win I was out there runnin' up a couple, it's a bag for my twin No, we won't let him win Wake up in the morning, smoke a blunt and pop a perc, then I'm good No, I ain't really good Everybody seein' that I'm hurt, but I'm just tryna keep it hood No, I ain't really good And I tried to stay sober But it had me turnin' over I've been askin' God, please cure me of this weak disease I can't go out like that now, I know that ain't lookin' up to me