Pharmacist

Hey, in case nobody's asked you this today, are you okay Are you really fine? I mean, you know it's okay to feel a little off sometimes It's alright that you don't want to smile. You don't need to explain bad moments the way we all get them And get through them. Don't forget that even the darkest clouds have the sun shining on the other side So give it time, and you will be fine. Eventually. Most likely I've been running in this race. They try to talk to me, but I don't even have a face I'm so broken. They think I'm chosen Times change, but people stay the same. That's something I learned They want to handed out to them, but that ain't something you earn See, I was going down the right road, then I made a turn I'm in the studio, it's five AM, and I'm on a verge I'm going crazy in this bitch. No, I ain't lazy in this bitch Popping scripts to ease the pain. Like Lord, how did it come to this Rocking out, we got that money, now we looking for love Like Rod said, is there any love for a thug YCM Forever gone, but the pain is still in me Yeah, I've been chasing all these women, but somehow I feel empty I know pretty girls listen to Jacques and that's a fact But I know pretty girls ain't gonna be the thing that bring me back But my fire and desire is gonna keep me going higher Cause it's my fire and desire. No, I'm not a liar See me through the wire Sorry, I am not the best, but I've been trying for real I wanna feel that true love, girl, but it don't feel real And I don't feel like I'm myself unless I'm off of a pill Why did I have to choose these girls? Lord, they're taking my will See, now I'm praying every night like, wow, I always got a fight I keep trapping all my feelings, but I don't know if it's right I've been running down this long, dark road called life Girl, come on, just take my hand. I wanted you to be my wife I've been taking all these fuckin' pills like I'm a pharmacist Pop a Perc and pop a Xan, and now I'm out my mind again Smoking all these blunts so I can ease up all the pain Brody numbing up himself, he getting high off Novocaine Now they saying that I'm chosen, but I don't wanna open I stay up in the studio so I can keep my focus Now everybody telling me that I can do better Gon' be all lonely on December with the coldest of weather Man, I ain't gon' lie to y'all, this shit be hard sometimes I be struggling to do what I need to do sometimes But I just keep going, I keep pushing Cause I got all these people, you know, who say that they here for me And they showing that shit too, bro And that's what keep me going I see the love, I see the love that's reciprocated And, you know, that's what keep a nigga going Because without the love from your homies, your brothers, your sister, your mom, your granny, all that You just wouldn't have the strength to keep going, especially without God