SoulCry 2

You and I will build a castle in the air without looking back Now I'll tell you all the things that I don't really wanna think about Even though I'm only 17 my heart can hurt My soul been cryin' out for help cuz it been getting worse And everybody say I changed but I just made it work Feel like my problems and emotions keep me in the dirt Even though I'm only 19 I'm still writing all these songs about my pain Got this theory that the weed gon' help me cope with all the strains And I've been trapped inside the four walls of my head I feel insane Why all these people say they love me when I'm chasing after fame See there's a smile on the outside a frown in my heart They don't know what I've been facing tried to judge me from the start I get distant when I get inside my feelings cause I'm hurt Ain't nobody askin' how Jacques doing so I work Everybody always got somebody but I'm so alone First it's Kay and then it's Rae and then Mercedes played the role I be fucking up sometimes but forgive me I'm still learning The love I got for you inside my chest is steady burning See I lost a lot of people in this life I'm on my own I kept my heart inside the house so I could finally have a home I'm steady calling out to God can you finally touch my soul I'm too deep into this race a broken heart I'm all alone I've been popping different drugs just so I can feel okay I take one in and then another and the pain don't go away Everybody tryna talk but I can't give the light of day I got so much in my heart but this is all I have to say And I know how hard it gets When you're at your lowest And I say that everything will be a okay You don't gotta be afraid You don't gotta be afraid You don't gotta be afraid