Stay Sober

I'll stick with him in his suitcase But he lost me at the baggage claim He's a closed book, but I'm tryin To turn the pages, it's the same I'll be cool, girl, and act like I'm fine Cause this girl with problems, I'm to the mind Like a shooting kiss, I'm waitin' at night I've been tryin' to get sober, but it's not getting better I've been tryin' to get sober, but it's not getting better I got this weight on my shoulders, and it's not getting lesser They tell me just to keep goin, I don't know if I can Everybody always fakin, tellin' me I'm the man See, I know that it's hard, but I gotta keep goin I got so much pain in my heart, it keeps flowin I'm dependin' on these drugs when I really need a hug I smoke a blunt and turn to twelve, I guess I need a hug Love don't help me, the drugs make me feel whole Why they tryna take my soul Why they tryna leave me alone I only said it once or twice, so you don't know what I'm feelin Only nineteen, and I'm often seen as the villain At the age of seventeen, I was wrappin' my thoughts Ain't nobody ever lickin' me, can't get into the vault Uh-uh-uh, no, you can't get into the vault That shit is locked away for good It's the keys in my heart, the diamonds in my thoughts And everybody talks Love don't help me, the drugs make me feel whole Why they tryna take my soul Why they tryna leave me alone I only said it once or twice, so you don't know what I'm feelin Only nineteen, and I'm often seen as the villain At the age of seventeen, I was wrappin' my thoughts Ain't nobody ever lickin' me, can't get into the vault I been tryna stay sober But I know it's getting hard I can't do it alone No, no Tryna stay sober But I know it's getting hard I can't do it alone No, I can't do it alone No