Therapy Session

I'm lost and I'm lost and I'm lost But I'm so broken But I keep going, keep going But I know what it takes And I know what I can make So I keep going, keep going, keep going What's happening, twin? It's been a minute since we really talked Like how you been? I see you still got all the strength to walk But I've been struggling, I know you see it in my eyes I got this feeling in my gut that something just ain't right Now everybody say I changed, but a youngen' hurt At the tender age of ten, I saw my brother on the shirt See my hero in a casket, got me moving work And we gon' spin, they block and spin again until I quench my thirst Sometimes I want them niggas just to feel the same pain I gained so much in just a snap, they took it all away Like, Zay I need you right here, I just look up and I pray My brother died, then I hopped on the mic, made brighter days You see I'm lost, don't know where to go But I'm trying to find my way back home You see the pain, it's deep in my eyes But I try to hide it in my soul I've been running for so long, now everybody wanna talk they shit I guess I'm better than this I've been feeling all this pain deep inside and it's hitting too quick Now tell me, what did I miss I found some other siblings, they remind me of you They stand tall, they stand proud, and they always stay true Rob, I know you gonna make it, just don't take it for granted Yoshi, keep on going, everybody having they chances This to Kyiah, I been seeing you struggle But my sister, you gon' make it, get it up off the muscle I know you lost a lot, but I'm still here, so we both lost together Don't worry, I'ma have you by my side as f*ck whoever Now it's Rod Wave's last lap, but he started my first one I gotta carry on the torch like I'm the first son Like, why am I always so broken Maybe cause I don't open To the ones that try to talk because I pass them I'm in a hotel late at night and I'm off a couple pills Say, you can't hold back on me, girl, I really wish you will You say it's gon' be A-okay, but I'm afraid to say it Girl, I got trauma from these drugs, so just watch how you play it Now looking back, I realize I've been hurt for way too long Now I can't talk about my pain unless it's through a song I need my siblings by my side or else I'm going wrong They making jokes about my pain on Instagram and megaphones They making jokes about my pain on Instagram and megaphones I knew that they would do me wrong I knew that they would do me wrong