Trauma Bond

Thinking bout you slowly turning to a bad habit I been running through this race there ain't no passin' it I keep on rappin' in the studio I'm passionate I rolled a seven gram wood they say I'm spazzin twin But Ian tryna feel this pain no more Ain't nobody tryna help me out, and open the door And ain't nobody seen this pain before My heart, it broke out my chest, and now it's dead on the floor Rae, I want you in my life again, I promise, I swear I had to take it slow a couple times, but now I'm back there I'm traumatized for all the pain I didn't cause it ain't fair Dropping all these fucking albums, hoping I make a sale Like, why am I always the one that try to fight The one that I would do it for had told me it ain't right I'm boxing with myself, my soul is fighting for his life I'm talking about my pain inside my music it ain't slight Talking about the pain, now it's hitting on my chest I'm taking all these drugs just to send you one text I'm cutting off my family and I'm telling you what's next Cause everybody try to tell me go and cop a check I've been on a dark road, I've been feeling so alone Why stay inside the studio I've been up in my zone I been running out my back when everybody say I'm gone God damn why these women always try to take you soul Talking about the pain, now it's hitting on my chest I'm taking all these drugs just to send you one text I'm cutting off my family and I'm telling you what's next Cause everybody try to tell me go and cop a check I've been on a dark road, I've been feeling so alone Why stay inside the studio I've been up in my zone I been running out my back when everybody say I'm gone God damn why these women always try to take you soul