A Real Bad Day

I've been walking with my mouth closed And a smile to hide the scars Just a laugh to play off But it's feels like 1000 bars I've taken my toll on being the strong one Hide my emotions to not hurt anyone But it's getting to that time Where my thoughts are out of line And I don't want to disgise But it's going to go My thoughts are going to explode Oh no Here it goes That was my last straw And it's proably not your fault For trying to hide my emotions When nobody even noticed Maybe im just so broken Or dont know how to go about this Whats the point of hiding When the break downs just arsing You didn't know that i was lying And there was no clue that i was fighting Its ok Don't be the one to blame It's ok don't be the one to blame Cause I'm having a real real bad day I've been feeling down Maybe I need to get out of here It's hard to say what's going on But it definitely something in fear I've tried to be so nice to everyone But it ends up with me hating myself But it's getting to that time Where i dont know where to climb And I don't want to start a fight But it's going to go My thoughts are going to explode Oh no Here it goes That was my last straw And it's proably not your fault For trying to hide my emotions When nobody even noticed Maybe im just so broken Or dont know how to go about this Whats the point of hiding When the break downs just arising You didnt knwo that i was lying And there was no clue that i was fighting Its ok Dont be the one to blame It's ok dont be the one to blame Cause I'm having a real real bad day But I don't know maybe it's of the changing of the seasons I don't really know what I'm feeling My thought are spinning like a whirlwind Is nots dramatic its just how it goes But it's getting to that time Where my thoughts are out of line And I don't want to disgise But it's going to go My thoughts are going to explode Oh no Here it goes That was my last straw And it's proably not your fault For trying to hide my emotions When nobody even noticed Maybe im just so broken Or dont know how to go about this Whats the point of hiding When the break downs just arising You didnt knwo that i was lying And there was no clue that i was fighting Its ok Dont be the one to blame It's ok don't be the one to blame Cause I'm having a real real bad day