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I was always down for you The Bonnie to your Clyde You told me not to wait around for you Had to know I'd never leave you to die You had me hooked on all the back and forth, the push and pull The will-he-won't-he-be-there-for-me All it took to hold my breath The smallest sign that you might care for me It was almost like a game How long could I make it without breathin' How many times would I let you come and go Scrapin' wounds that were healin' Was I really just a placeholder 'Til you found the one you were waitin' for And now I'm left to wonder, honey Have you told her All the secrets you would tell me All the sweet nothin's I wished you would Now I'm older It's my time to own somethin' I've always known I'm not a placeholder Placeholder... Yeah, I was always down for you I was your Harley Quinn, ride or die I buried bodies in the ground for you Left me twisted in the dirt too many times Go on and forget about all my heartfelt notes and the Nike shirts Combin' racks for your patterned Calvin Kleins The symbiotic bond you said you had With the body you held in Vegas that one night My love never knew any shame I dropped everything any time you ever needed me Do you really need to pick back up With the cryptic texts you were always feedin' me Oh was I really just a placeholder 'Til you found the one you were waitin' for And now I'm left to wonder, honey Have you told her All the secrets you used to tell me All the sweet nothin's I wished you would Now I'm older It's my time to own somethin' I've always known I'm not a placeholder Placeholder... Oh-oh-ooh-ooh Every time I exit off the 710, I'm haunted Drivin' by the bluffs, I think of long walks on the beach A hand that I could never hold was all I ever wanted I relished every touch but you were always out of reach You'd brush my cheek and laugh it off I'd die a little more inside Pull me to the sand only to Draw another fuckin' line Always dancin' 'round it You were always dancin' 'round it Always dancin' 'round it You were always dancin' 'round it Always dancin' 'round it Always dancin' 'round it Always dancin' 'round it... But I refuse to be a placeholder Now you found the one you were waitin' for Can't waste any more time wonderin' Have you told her All the empty lines you'd tell me All the sweet somethin's I wished you could Now I'm older It's my time to own somethin' I've always known I'm not a I'm not a I'm not a...