Lucky

They don't know what I been through They don't know what I've seen now I've done a lot since I've met you And you don't know that I'm free now I got a vision that I'm keeping And I ain't leaving it for money I live here for a reason And I know that I'm lucky They don't know what I been through They don't know what I've seen now I've done a lot since I've met you And you don't know that I'm free now I got a vision that I'm keeping And I ain't leaving it for money I live here for a reason And I know that I'm lucky I said I got a vision that I'm keeping And I ain't leaving it for jack shit Fasting Guess my relationships never lasted, that's it I guess my ex bitch was just practice, hold on I just made a decision To focus on lyrics and not the flow that I been giving Hold on hold on it's so hard for me to listen Even to myself these are my demons who have arisen You see, I could write a song in a day I don't take pride in that in fact it's something I hate This is the part where I'm not sure what I should say 'Cause I could write hella nice but still not get to your brain, pain Is all I feel when I get to my room I would say studio but I can't pay for a booth And plus I'm surrounded by all of my pain and the blues I'm saying the truth I know you can relate to this dude, ah Don't try to cope with it in silence 'Cause more pain and more hurt is all that you will be finding Try and find a way to express all your pain and love Mix 'em together create some art to start draining your guts Nowadays I'm on something better than I ever been Always on the move I ain't never got no settlements All this pain and these feelings try not to let 'em in Trying to make a life out of irrelevance I'm lucky for this, and I'm lucky to live I'm lucky for all of the skills and the gifts I'm lucky for all the attention I get I'm lucky for my fans all two-digits Really, there's no limit to what I'm blessed for Forget about the money and the checks and your net worth You blew up and started flexing you got the check curse But I want my dream more than this life They don't know what I been through They don't know what I've seen now I've done a lot since I've met you And you don't know that I'm free now I got a vision that I'm keeping And I ain't leaving it for money I live here for a reason And I know that I'm lucky They don't know what I been through They don't know what I've seen now I've done a lot since I've met you And you don't know that I'm free now I got a vision that I'm keeping And I ain't leaving it for money I live here for a reason And I know that I'm lucky