I can't let go

In the end, I still wish it all worked out Now, I'm lonely, you need your space And im tryna give that to you Will we ever be the same? I'm sorry I brought you pain You deserve everything in this world I'm losing myself We had so much time together How could I give up now We were lovers from the start We fell apart, where did we go I will wait an eternity Just for you to be next to me I just can't let go Let me cut my wrist so I can feel your pain I'm going insane over you I hate myself cause I bruised you Why did I hurt you? Why did I hurt you Let me be the man of your dreams The one who makes you happy I'll be the man you wanted before I thought I'd never change I'm the one to blame But I need you now more than Anything Cause right now I'm having these thoughts That I shouldn't think about I wanna die Stab me with a knife a thousand times A thousand times It all changed, You went your own way What can I do to have you now? Why did I f*ck up to you It's f*ck love , isn't it my dear? I miss you so dearly