My Diary

Got a lot on my plate A lot on my mind A lot in my system Got me wondering when And wondering how This shit finna pay off I been in and out of situations Tryna fill all my obligations Heavy burden on me To be who I'll be Tryna get the weight off I just need Time to breathe It feels like i'm Suffocating So frustrating But I guarantee I'll make it I just gotta be patient Overcoming all my situations This part wasn't written on my timeline I thought I'd have it all together By this time I just gotta stop doubting myself Growing from all the shit that life's dealt All the pain that I felt I'll admit that I done got a little softer And I can admit that I can go a little harder It's been a lot I've withheld My biggest enemy is myself Social media is draining Everybody keep complaining People keep asking me my next move I'm bullshitting all of my statements Why you ain't go to the Navy When you gone have us a baby When you gone get you a real job You got enough education I just need Time to breathe It feel like life's just suffocating me It's overwhelming And frustrating This whole life thing Between you and me My Diary