Self Destruct

Goodnight to pass time Shutting down my mind Wake me up when it's over Sometimes dreams can be A living nightmare Slowly self destruct in three two one Know this could be dangerous I'll hate who i've become And let down all the people that I love I know where this is headed This'll do no good if I let it Keep falling this way I'll be sleeping through my wake Is there a way I could just hit restart To before i fell apart Before i hurt your heart I'm trying to resist the habits Withdrawing avoiding then leaving Slowly self destruct in three two one Know this could be dangerous I'll hate who i've become And let down all the people that I love I know where this is headed This'll do no good if I let it Keep falling this way I'll be sleeping through my wake How do I fight it Be more decisive Why do I break At the slightest hint of change It always gets worse Before it gets better Enduring the burn Resisting the pressure I want to fight it This weight on my eye lids Keep me awake I hear it faintly Three two one This is dangerous Hate who I've become Let down ones I love Know where this headed It does no good if I let it Keep falling this way I'll be sleeping Repeating that mistake