Memories Who Fight Back

Yeah I'm dodging all the people around me I'm an extroverted outcast with boundaries They don't invite me but I don't try to get in I hate small talk cause I don't know where to begin but Who are you Hold up I do remember your face I should've gone to another place In a maze to escape out my brain Where these voices echo around the place 'Cause I don't really care about your life so what You gonna cry, nothing new in fact You got your own mess full of traps I got all the fucking memories who fight back so my Pessimist and optimist do fight Holding onto the meaning of life Frame a photo to remember it But I just want it all to be irrelevant All of y'all wanna talk, huh, well you better wait I've had to go and relive this same damn mistake Bring another person into my realm and space Then kick 'em out 'cause of their toxic traits 'Cause I be running from my demons and you bring 'em right back With your own bad reasons tryna stay on track To bring the people around you down below Even if none of us can give you anecdotes and We got our own problems and memories to fight I can try to help but those demons be out of sight Shit, you got me feeling like I can't control it all Shit, I might just off this waterfall Into the ocean F*ck the commotion You talking to someone who can't even focus I done broke too many friendships, I'm selfish With this endless fight with myself I can't help that there's Not enough walls to frame my mistakes Not enough people who call me insane Not enough Adderall for me to intake So I make an album, this ain't no mixtape So I don't really care about your life so what You gonna cry, nothing new in fact You got your own mess full of traps I got all the fucking memories who fight back so my Pessimist and optimist do fight Holding onto the meaning of life Frame a photo to remember it But I just want it all to be irrelevant