Not Enough

I can't amount to anything I'm bound to my problems like a wedding ring It's past November so wake up When it's 2020 something next spring I'm losing track of my ambitions I'm stuck inside of transition My dreams are looking more like a fiction God in my life creating friction Creating friction In a prison With clouded visions I'm not enough and I'm nodding off So leave me be, let me sleep Don't wanna wake into a bad dream I'm not enough I was never enough Now I'm nodding off So leave me be, let me sleep Don't wanna wake into a bad dream Maybe after making all these mistakes I'll learn how to be better now All these years how long will it take To get my life right and figure it out Not a single thing to build me up inside And the outside doesn't help my demise They think I'm arrogant, I'm not heaven sent I got demons inside who say they've left again But they haven't Bringing up my old habits What's happened This feels so ancient and tragic Feel like this battle has been in Athens cause I'm not enough and I'm nodding off So leave me be, let me sleep Don't wanna wake into a bad dream I'm not enough I was never enough Now I'm nodding off So leave me be, let me sleep Don't wanna wake up into a bad dream Cop cars running around my mind Tryna put me out for a solid time I don't know, I can't really decide People running around like they all ready to die I can't, I can't shut them out My head is stuck underground Someone please save me from myself Cause I don't wanna wake into a bad dream