Fear

Can't say that I'm not happy Can't complain about my life but Sometimes, I just can't fathom What it'd be like to dream without fear Lately I'm in a mind rush I know I don't grind much But I certainly know how to find love I'm in love with my person Yeah, I'm a mine-f*ck They call me a love bird 'Cause I know how much flying hurts 'Cause I'm always in the sky Distant from lies (And now I'm falling) It's hard to find my mind in earth 'Cause I despise nerves But now I been caught stuck Long story short, I'm in a doubt truck I'm afraid of falling I'm afraid the game keeps gettin' taller I'm afraid of gettin' caught up in those little cautions 'Cause all the warnings are lettin' me exhausted Meeting lawyers and doctors and think that I'm aiming for higher I'm training my mind so one day I can be a scientist I'm afraid that artists are too left for our world They can leave this argument so we can leave disarmed yet I'm afraid to admire something I can't adquire Damn, it's too fucking high up But they're disgusting, high and fucked I ain't never drugged it I'm way too up F*ck anything that's artistic I'm way too autistic for that shit So quit it, I'm too afraid with it So I'm afraid my life kills me And I'm afraid I witness it No mates, no peers, no faith in my lyrics Will I make it? We'll see it But I'm afraid of what the future can make appear So I'm disappearing for a day to see what The past has to give me, what the heck is missin'