Monster

As a kid, I was never respected 'Cause I skeptical about having friends, yeah But I’ve never been too affective, have I? Hectic about recieving lectures, then I Became technical about mathematics, then I Became a devil in their eyes, but am I one? They see a monster when I only see a boy A simple child with his simple mind made toys And they take him as the devil As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell I never had bullies, I had teachers I never knew a student could be crucified in school, see For them I never knew shit I was lucid dreamin', lunatic A fool kid for the cool kidsaAnd I was useless But that was bullshit, I knew I could do shit I never understood them, shit that was confusing When you're pushed into a corner and you’re torn up Without a cushion to rest your eyes Only music, games or science To help, 'cause the head is cryin' But it's you, kid. Yeah, it's you kid And you'll never live without it They see a monster when I only see a boy A simple child with his simple mind made toys And they take him as the devil As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell Dah, dah, dah They build his little hell His little hell I had the Peter Pan syndrome and I still have it Didn't wanna live in a world full of dim habbits Full of fury addicts, with their bills sagging I look into my past that day in a classroom I was sittin' in the back listenin’ placidly to her when I asked a question She thought it was too challenging to answer so I got ejected and I got a message to my parents she was laughin’ at me Shit, I'll never get a grip after all the attacks I have packed She pulled my hair every time she could Now it’s her turn to get by my mood Should've killed her when I got her good They see a monster when I only see a boy A simple child with his simple mind made toys And they take him as the devil As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell