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(Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (it's not working) Stop assuming things yh (Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (it's not working) Stop assuming things (Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (it's not working) Stop assuming things (Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (It's not working) Stop assuming things People my whole life they think they really know me People all around but I been kind of lonely Always super tight I find it hard to open coz I've been second-guessing if they're really for me coz I'm- (Scared) I get scared when I think I'm gonna mess it up I can't pretend when I'm sure they'll never make it up I get upset when I'm trying, and you don't believe me I feel regret when I open up and they betray me That's the kind of thing that got me complicated I overreact and so I try my best to stay secluded Sorry for the acts I put up just a thing to feel protected All my friends are holding knives wonder why I'm far away Tell me that they got my back I won't fall for that again I find it hard to trust coz too many people cause me pain That's why I've adjusted to these versions and I'm staying safe Did you think you really knew me sorry you should think again Hope you never get to see me mad Hope you never get to see me when I'm feeling bad Hope you never feel endangered by my wicked side Hope you never get depressed when you're looking through my eyes I've let you see me smile I've let you see me shy I've let you see me as a weakling who just can't survive I take your pity coz it's better than the hate you give I keep my feelings to myself coz y'all don't care a bit Some of you could never stay Some of you can see my pain Some can see how hard I'm trying not to go insane And yet some of you keep on judging like you Gon get paid I start to hate I Start to feel betrayed again Love it when I smile but you always wanna see me down And when I'm down some of you still see me as a clown Then they start talking at my back like I'm just not around Well disappointment's what it's all about Don't need you to stop hating I need you to stop faking Give a bit and stop taking I don't have to be the only topic of your conversation I don't have to be the only subject of your observation And I'm sure as heaven sick of this toxic association Sure I know I cause a lot of trouble and I can be dangerous Maybe I'm just difficult, full of different complications That's a better reason you should stay as far away from me as possible As long as I get comfortable (Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (It's not working) Stop assuming things yh (Stop guessing) (Stop judging) It's not what it seems (Got headaches) (But I'm not talking) What you think of me (Quit laughing) (It's not funny) Hate the way you think (You're not helping) (It's not working) Stop assuming things