why do i always mess it up

It always starts of as good But because of me It ends up to no good Ruined friendships Ruined relationships Ruined opportunities Include my identity What ever it is The blessing disappears Am I really made for this? Life is taking the piss It's filled with negative, yeah How do I deal with this, yeah I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong Why do I always mess it up I swear I try to avoid it But it's just not enough No explanation for what I've done All they gotta know is That I never do it for fun I guess I'm the problem That's why I prefer to be alone There's no way for me to take it back No, I can't turn around the clock I understand if you suddenly Stop talking to me What ever your reason I completely agree Do what you think that's Best for you even If it's without me Maybe maybe that's why My friends no longer invite me To their party 'Cause I ruin it for everybody I'll take action instead I'm used to staying in my bed I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong I don't I don't know Where do I go wrong Why do I always mess it up I swear I try to avoid it But it's just not enough No explanation for what I've done All they gotta know is That I never do it for fun I guess I'm the problem That's why I prefer to be alone There's no way for me to take it back No, I can't turn around the clock Why do I always mess it up I swear I try to avoid it But it's just not enough No explanation for what I've done All they gotta know is That I never do it for fun I guess I'm the problem That's why I prefer to be alone There's no way for me to take it back No, I can't turn around the clock