Just a Dream

Is it real Or just a dream Can't tell the difference Caught up in my schemes Wanted to be heard Kept myself down Is it not the same for all of us Memories growing up Haunting reminder all around What could have been Never will be the same again Too much has changed Got caught up in my mistakes No better than anyone else No throwing stones at my house If back at me Self defence is an art Curbed stomped Most definitely Not one to fool around Our words mean something No fucking around Seriously, let it be Remind ourselves to listen To be less angry Write it in a napkin Scribble a note Type a line in the phone Have a safe journey Save a seat for me When you find home Come visit me Would like to see What it could have been My love for her All for nothing All my flaws As well as yours Forgave hers Can't ask me for more Gave all I got Still not enough Let my feelings start to rot Forgot about the ones I love Caught up in bullshit I was so selfish