Lonely Amongst the Crowd

Dark blue skies Sunlight shines Clouds clear to reveal My heart starts to rise Catch up if you can Miles ahead of competition Once I'm gone It's really sad Said it so many times Can't take it back Hold on as tight as you can Magic carpet ride Fairyland Anime Watch a bunch ASMR During lunch My dreams begin to fade Once the screen light hits my face Smoke has cleared The bell has rung Off to work I am the one Mad dash, make it last All my effort, no strings attached Serve with a purpose On a mission Sick of feeling so worthless The cauldron begins to boil Lyrics pour out, begin to tumble Headlong, desert sands Cactus stuck in my hand Found the respite Despite the heat No doubt out West As bad as it could be I am the beast Woke up the fiend Shaken to the core Very scary dream F*ck out of the way Get used to me, here to stay Unknown, but not out In the pocket no doubt Into the hearts Thought in the mind Used my own name No cosign As of yet Don't expect Anything Ask I shall receive Servant to a point Mmm pass that joint To get by Stay high Last buzz Didn't cut it Scrub the floor Sickens stomach Heads twirls Try to hurl Ears erupt Bit the dust She twirls her hair The sign is enough Into me Let it be She knows that I got it No question about it Stay with me Loyal as could be If the shoe fits Feel free to share it Not one to judge Quite apparent Make sure to hold on tight Clutch your pearls Shiny white All is well Can you manage I am the one Called the bug I feel the force of your stare Wtf is this a dare Can't seem to get a grip What is this, begin to slip Caught myself yet again Best behavior that I've ever been Once a dream Now it's standing right In front of me Should I move on The abuse is apparent The dumbest shit I just can't stand it Get me the f*ck out of here Need a cat nap and a kiss dear Goodbye for now Lonely amongst the crowd