The Mess We Are In

Terror in your eyes Music swells you realize New love just found Saw me there She turns around Standing there Not quite a ghost Memories' past Hypocratic oath Still can't forget How cold I was left Shifting sands of time Can feel the anger start to rise Simmer down Look around My blessings Have been over bound Caught up in one mistake Some of you might say Knew what I wanted She didn't feel the same way The ship has begun to sink Hull has water 10 feet deep Fear has it's grip Anxiety starts to set it Look around World is a mess No question now How can I not pay attention Afraid to listen Admit when we were wrong Truth hurts Have moved on from feeling bitter Start to prepare For a cold ass winter Familiar wasn't enough Shoot for the stars Went off the cuff Paid off every debt Every though has counted No going back To how it was The past is done Today and tomorrow I'll work on the sorrow For what is better A woman weed or warm weather Need all three There is no preference Ooo I can be so greedy Wanted it all Then gave it up Now just want a life Where I can kick my feet up Would like to escape Why am I still here Should have gotten out of this town Been stuck for so many years What people thought Could care less anymore Have to be who I am No remorse Take care If the shoes fits I know she will hear this song On my own Just for now Have mostly been Still time to settle down Ooo can you feel it begin To unwind The mess we are in