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Still see you Still feel you I still hear you Falling But I feel you In everything I do I can't forget it Be careful Had to gentle They say I should be grateful You're okay now Have to remind myself Sometimes I forget it I still feel the Grass beneath me And the branches flowing As I run for your life Can't believe you made it through the night Please forgive me Please don't leave me I'm so sorry You said help me I said I'm sorry Even though I shouldn't be I can't help it Couldn't stop it From even happening A hundred times I Have been there And dreamed of flying Makes me nauseous I'm so exhausted Of all this remembering I can't help but Feel like I caused this It's not like we asked for it Oh so nervous Of everything I'm terrified of loosing Don't perceive me I'm so sorry I can't forgive me I still see your Face bloody Wish I could forget it She held you Like a mother Who just lost her baby We cried and We both screamed Why all this bad shit happening You were literally dying People still think I'm lying And I can't stop crying Any time I'm reminded I can't do anything Couldn't stop it in the first place Please god help me I can't even breathe Please end me Sometimes I'll look back Realize I couldn't unpack Anything about that day Till I stepped away Let myself out of my cage Just so you know it's what I made Didn't stop me from myself But I'm the only one who can help So I'll step outside today Realize what I did that day Doesn't deserve my blame Can't get it out of my head Man, I really thought that you were dead I wish it was me instead Please friend I know you don't blame me But all I hear is 'I can't see' My mind will never be set free All I want is to be free