Blind Faith

Why does everyone text and drive I swear I think they wanna die But not as much as me I think When I look on the inside Broken system, broken head Either way I'll fight till I'm dead Not as hopeful as I'd like But that's what we do to survive I refuse to stay inside And sit on the sidelines When everyone turns a blind eye Step in but its suicide Have I said something bad Or just ignorance is driving you mad Take a look around No ones near when I make a sound Can't you tell that something's off? Something's bugging me all night long What a shame I had to be strong Through all the things that I got wrong Know myself now Know what drags me down Know who I can trust now I'll never be my old self Blind faith is hard to scrap Contradicts the knives in my back Bet you thought I'd stay down But I pulled them all out Tell me one more time All the things you wanna criticize I'll just laugh cuz I realized Can't even look me in my eyes Can't help you now Find yourself When all you do is look down Ignore what all around I can say it's true That the narrative you made of me Only reflects you Have I said something bad Or just ignorance driving you mad Ah shit, did it again Guess I'll blow off my own head Can't you tell that something's off? Something's bugging me all night long what a shame I had to be strong through all the things that I got wrong Know myself now I won't let me down Can't trust anyone now Try and kill my old self Grab my hand If you please Just let me Be the real me Can you take A moment To take a step back And see me not as you please Have I said something bad Or just ignorance is driving you mad Ah shit did it again They all thought I'd end up dead Blind faith is hard to scrap When it's all that loved you back Paint a picture of myself Then I get locked down I can't see the day Where I won't be a castaway Thought id never escape But I guess it was worth the weight.