Hiding

So sad to see It killing me My bones they ache My body decays My mind is frayed Wasting away I'm just a corpse Without a grave I'm hiding Why keep trying I can't see the light anymore I can't keep up this facade I can't find the strength to go on I have it hidden all away As I try to find my place I wake up another day Wouldn't choose to be this way Cuz I'm barely holding on I can barely sing my songs The air it feels so thin Like its breaking my skin All my feelings slip away And I fall right on my face I throw up the remains Something's wrong in my brain I'm counting down the days Till I meet my fate