In Vain

Shed my skin for a better one, this time Speak my mind like nobody cares, this time Got all this hate in my heart, feeling insane Took a while to realize that it's in vain Can't help but find myself in a dark place I've traded happiness for solitude, it's worth it Long as the basics keep away, I'ma be a nice guy Nonexistent new friends like my old ones And no wall is safe from my late night screams Neither any sheets on my room's bed frame It's for all the years I let time pass by With no memories, so now I Shed my skin for a better one Speak my mind like nobody cares Got all this hate in my heart, feeling insane Took a while to realize that it's in vain Can't help but find myself in the wrong place Passivity is my trait now, was it worth it? Long as the Furies hold me down And I pay for all my sins Not even the Gods can judge like my friends do