Isolation

I want to change my mind Resuscitate these dead dreams These dark days are suffocating Pave the way to those rose colored shades I want to try again this time, through adolescent eyes The colors, wilting Is it the loss of sunlight or my waning self-esteem Is it me, is it me or is this only worsening I reside alone, passing time My heart defined by my vacancy sign Struggling to sleep Peace come find me I'm not hiding anymore Remove the deadbolt on my door Hazy reception there's no connection The outcome of my own isolation Satiate me Satiate me with the way things used to be Satiate me Satiate me with the way things used to be With every fiber of my being I've been longing for that familiar feeling I've been longing for that familiar feeling Modify the constructs of my mind Lingering, festering I'd hate to take you there Too much to share A heavy burden to bear Is it me, is it me or is this only worsening I reside alone, passing time My heart defined by my vacancy sign Struggling to sleep Peace come find me I'm not hiding anymore It shouldn't have to end this way, my Jade I felt it all But I failed to portray If only words could save