Smoking Kills

If you'd asked me what I felt a month ago I would've said love Maybe even a week or an hour ago too Can't say the same now Keeping my head above water so I don't drown In front of you I'm crying in diners Places I didn't even want to be I just need a cig Baby just please give it to me But it's time to go now I can't leave I'm so fuckin drained Feels like the water in my brain keeps on Heating up Light another take a breath now I'm Strong enough Smoking kills but oh my god Does it save Drags me back together at the end of the day Hoping that I can keep it all inside today, Don't want to explore Looks like I've un-capped the Bottle now It broke on the floor I'm all alone now with my mess Guess that's all my fault I'm picking up glass and Pieces I didn't know were part of me I'm dropping the ball and Skipping the places I'm supposed to be My brain is fogged now I can't see In front of me Feels like the water in my brain keeps on Heating up Light another take a breath now I'm Strong enough Smoking kills but oh my god Does it save Drags me back together at the end of the day