Loser

I'm never where I Think I should be Been trying not to spiral Since I turned eighteen I look in the mirror But I don't feel seen They say trust in the process And I still don't know what they mean It's not how I planned it I might as well be On some other planet I lay here and think of The things that I've done At the end of the day It don't add up to much I stare at the ceiling Until I go numb Stuck here in the middle 'Cause I still don't know what I want And what everyone wants from me I'm just a ghost Of the person I want to be What am I doing wrong 'Cause I'm barely holding on Gotta get my shit together At least til I crash and I burn 'Cause I'm just a loser babe And nobody's saving me They said it's time to grow up but they Never said how much it hurts In this tiny apartment There isn't much room The day is half over And I haven't moved It's killing me softly But what can I do If this is my best then I'm Guessing I'm pretty much doomed I'll let you down easy I say I'll be fine But I don't believe me What am I doing wrong 'Cause I'm barely holding on Gotta get my shit together At least til I crash and I burn 'Cause I'm just a loser babe And nobody's saving me They said it's time to grow up but they Never said how much it hurts They never said how much it hurts Mmm