Psychosis

Is it so hard to stay in reality? Venice boulevard always testing our sobriety Can't sleep anymore on my own Shuteye with thorns in my bones Psychosis Fallin' through the roses Psychosis Fallin' through the roses You say it's in my head I already know this You say it's in my head How can I control it? Please understand it when I'm manic And I'm walking the streets I just can't sleep Sending things I shouldn't send Almost forgot that it was 4am Almost forgot that you were gone again Can't stand it so many lost days Where did I end up? Don't know how I fell this far away But I know I fucked up Psychosis Fallin' through the roses Psychosis Dyin' in the roses You say it's in my head I already know this You say it's in my head How can I control my mind? Too far gone this time Inside I died Please help me stay alive