Feel Me Now

So much I feel inside How could I stand beside Some days I wish I was blind How could you tell a lie You told me you were satisfied Feels like I'm smoking life Ok, ok can you feel that Can you feel that Ok ok Can you feel me away I know you felt that When I stepped back No more alternating Boy I'm getting faded I'ma gon sip it later I ain't here to keep you busy This ain't no job It ain't no visit If you not down then you can get it I ain't no hit it and a quit it And what I want I'm finna get it I did my wrongs, fixed up, you can't admit it And no don't holla in a minute Could be cordial but I'm distant And tell them bitches they can get it Go waste they time they ain't committed And they really thought they had me tripping nah If they could get the tainment you can't hang wit me I ain't average get your car keys skate from me And this was the only way This was the only way It's hard to say you felt me this way No more heartaches and I'm eating good now Tried to tell you but you would shut me out It's like your with me then you in and out I could love you but I'm tryna focus now Wish you felt me when I said times running out It's like your swimming and you tryna balance out If she my level if she give it when you run it out I'm not your mom boy go and test someone else So much I feel inside How could I stand beside Some days I wish I was blind How could you tell a lie You told me you were satisfied Feels like I'm smoking life