Monster

I turn my back to the ones who care The light they shed I just cannot bear These habits are tied in a knot The key is gone and they're locked Tear you down, watch you drown And then leave you to rot I never thought I would end up like this Chasing myself Into my own abyss When I think they're gone, they're around my shoulder I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder They're the monsters inside, the ones that don't wanna hide The ones that stay in all day, and creep out in the night I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I wait until the fruit is ripe Until It can't put up a fight To take them out of my life With just one swipe These habits are tied in a knot The key is gone and they're locked Tear you down, watch you drown And then leave you to rot I never thought I would end up like this Chasing myself Into my own abyss Don't turn the wrong way, don't let them know where you're going Every step you take you know that they're loathing Your puddle of regret is slowly overflowing And its yourself, you wish you weren't knowing When I think they're gone, they're around my shoulder I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder They're the monsters inside, the ones that don't wanna hide The ones that stay in all day, and creep out in the night I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster When I think they're gone, they're around my shoulder I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder They're the monsters inside, the ones that don't wanna hide The ones that stay in all day, and creep out in the night I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm a monster