Why Am I Alive (feat. Freakshow)

I never would have dreamed of a world Where I'd be fueled by so much rage Couldn't tell you what I've seen But the blood is on my face Every single night I bleed And the scars won't erase Let a black woman scream Because my penmanship Will never sever like my blade Step back femme attack real stack Blow them back like bomb reacts I'm an insomniac hyper dreams Reducing weak souls by no means No remorse often discourse The blood stained floor boards Can't make it any more obvious I'm honest I'm sick in the mind Sick in brain So sick with my pain Do you see Won't you bleed While I add fire I feel so dead inside Why am I alive Why am I alive I feel like taking you with me But I know What hurts must go I feel like taking under Taking you with me To a place they don't know Why am I alive Why do I feel dead inside Look into my eyes And realize you're all about to die Take you to hell You hear the fucking bells As we arrive Reaper come find me Why am I alive Do you see Won't you bleed While I add fire I feel so dead inside Why am I alive Why am I alive Why am I Alive? Why are you Alive? Are you feeling dead inside? Do you see Won't you bleed While I add fire I feel so dead inside Why am I alive Why am I alive I feel like taking you with me But I know What hurts must go I feel like taking under Taking you with me To a place they don't know Theres no time to take a look into my blackened soul It's so righteous Give it up As you get swallowed whole Why am I alive Why am I alive Let me die Let me die