Golden

Every time I see you I fear You're not going to be here This time next year I don't want you to have a happy tear I know that I'm going away But I'm hoping it's not going to change When I get on the plane I close my eyes I see your face I wish for everything to be golden Except a ring around your second I hope it's us you've chosen Holding hands in heaven I never thought that it'd be easy Now I don't live life so freely Mind's busy mostly daily Heaven's only in my dreams they're waiting How could I survive Without your face in my life All the time And your blood to keep me alive You're my H2O You're my vest to keep me afloat Need you to know You're the saving rope I wish for everything to be golden Except a ring around your second I hope it's us you've chosen Holding hands in heaven I never thought that it'd be easy Now I don't live life so freely Mind's busy mostly daily Heaven's only in my dreams they're waiting Maybe I'm selfish To think this I'm sorry Maybe We can be friends watching the ocean In slow motion because you've stolen My body and I can't be free Maybe I'm selfish To think this I'm sorry Maybe We can be friends watching the ocean In slow motion because you've stolen My body and I can't be free I wish for everything to be golden Except a ring around your second I hope it's us you've chosen Holding hands in heaven I never thought that it'd be easy Now I don't live life so freely Mind's busy mostly daily Heaven's only in my dreams they're waiting I want this time to be frozen I don't want the chance to be broken Let's just live life in this moment With budding love that's handwoven