Jaded

Jaded Sitting in this room by myself hella faded Baby You can't see what you done to me, no Lately I've been sitting here looking dumb, let you play me Wavy My heart is pulling me the wrong way Crazy Tryna keep you in my life with conversation Maybe Its you or me that needs convincing Waiting For you to realize I'm the one for you, baby Jaded Don't wanna feel but I gotta heal, mhmm Why would you Waste my time You could've left me alone boy But I guess that never crossed your fucking mind Now I'm sitting here Calling myself tryna cope But I'm just numb Drowning out the pain with dope Jaded Shit got me in my room staring at the ceiling Thinking I gotta get back to me for the sake of me, aye Tripping Can't believe I'm over here missing you like crazy Baby Just need my fill of you before we're through, yeah Lurking Saw you with another bitch, like I wasn't nothing Damn it It hurt me so much more, hurt me to the core, uh huh F*ck it These tears over you are just really aint worth it Healing I realized my worth even though it hurt, mhmm Boy you must think I'm dumb I know you ain't working till one Thought you would've thought about me Yeah, but what's done is done Things running through my mind And Chills running up my spine I couldn't believe it till I saw it with my own damn eyes That's how you do the one that's been there for you? (There for you) Now what if I go and pull a you on You? Nigga you gon see That she'll never be me But either way it goes You still for the streets You got me Got me, Jaded You know I was down for you But you always doin you Now I'm so done wit you Ima bout To do me too, aye