Painless

Casting memories into the sea Containing thoughts that I had thought I'd left behind me Or so I thought that they were gone But I guess they've been there all along I never felt like I belonged And I feel warm when I'm alone I am toxic, corrosive in ways Mechanical, counting down days I just want to feel the pain But the chemical imbalance in my brain Keeps me numb Misery Agony Misery Agony Can't help but think my life is aimless But it's not that quick It's not that painless Can't help but think my life is aimless But it's not that quick It's not that painless