Scotoma

This world is fucking drowning And it pains me to think The heart is a heavy anchor Remove it now or you will sink Throw in the towel you can not win That fog in your eyes Makes it hard to swim Go ahead and hold of the attack You'll have to hold the weight of the world on your back Earth will crumble with humanity And it feels like most are against me Enveloped in ourselves Volatile and war torn Sometimes I wish I never had been born Take a minute to inhale the truth As abrasive as it is It's what I know that I must do But Instead I'd rather wear a mask outside Knowing it's the only way To make it back alive I only wish for help that isn't dying inside But that kind of help is impossible to find The one's I can trust simply are not kind How can they fix my mind When they Are just so blind They are just so blind